“But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you’re not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are.”—Ryan O’Connell (via -virtual)
“I’m scared of everything. And I’m crazy. Like maybe you think I’m a little crazy, but I only ever let people see the tip of my crazy iceberg. Underneath this veneer of slightly crazy and socially inept, I’m a complete disaster.”—Rainbow Rowell, (via eloquenceofthemind)
i’m really tired of freaking out over money and school and stuff and i’m tired of being sad and i’m tired of looking and feeling like a little girl and sometimes i just wish a car would hit me on the way home so i don’t have to deal with anything anymore
honestly id be fine never have sex again in my life…. i hate doing it and everything about it is repulsive to me. but i’ll never get a guy that way. i just want to kill myself :-( i really have no career goals/path, i hate school, and am too difficult to love and have no friends. where is my salvation?